1. |
Standing Still
02:49
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You are something different
You are something new
Your family has high hopes for you
So shout it out
Be all that you can be
You can't do everything you want
No, you can't do everything you want
No, you can't be who you want to be
And be free.
You can't be free.
So take your time
Figure out what you want
But do it in a year
Know it right away
Have it done by yesterday
Yesterday
As the pressure starts to squeeze you think of
Childhood memories
Lost into the days of way back when
You can't do it again
You are something different
You are something new
Your family has high hopes for you
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2. |
Little Drummer Boy
02:28
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Little drummer boy sitting there
Doesn’t know where music comes from and where-oh
Where, can he go to find out
Over the hills and far away
He stumbles through his life each day and
Days; they go by so fast.
Oh these days they go by so fast.
He sends ink into the world again
It’s hardly pleasant and it’s not for friends and
Friends - well, they hardly come ‘round.
Imagination is fading quick
And all he has is his drum and his sticks and his sticks,
They don’t make a sound.
And his sticks, they won’t make a sound.
This red tornado boy just
Cannot seem to find the one
And while the world looks for duo’s he’s trying, to
Make his drumming his work and fun
He’s smart, he’s skilled and he stands his ground
He wasn’t lost but he’s soon found and
Found he could achieve much more
Little drummer boy finds his friends
But this really isn’t where it ends ‘cause
Ends – Well, they’re just the start
Oh yes this really is the start.
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3. |
I Miss You
03:56
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I’ve been walking every morning to get some fresh air
Under the misguided belief that I am going somewhere
I’ll walk for hours until my feet hurt and curse myself on the way home
My friends talk about me – they laugh and they joke
As if deep down I don’t know
I guess I don’t want it to be true
I won’t admit that I miss you
I have bought a camera for my photography class
I signed up last week and I think that I’m not going to pass
All of my photos are of things that you do and all the things you like
My tutor told me to try something new
I told him to take a hike
I guess I don’t want it to be true
I won’t admit that I miss you
I’ve also started yoga to help unravel my brain
“It’s similar to dancing,” said my friend, “In fact they’re exactly the same!”
All of my movements are jerky and wrong and cause my bones to creak
My chiropractor has suggested I stop as I’ve seen her four times this week
I guess I don’t want it to be true
I won’t admit that I miss you
This spin you got me in, it drives me mad
My friends say I’m not me
But at least until you come back home
It keeps my mind busy
I’ve started writing music to come to terms with myself
I’m told it’s therapeutic – so far it’s bad for my health
I sing the same words over and over to fit words to my heart
But all I think of is when you’ll come home
It’s tearing me apart
I guess it’s time I said it to you
I want
And love
And I miss you
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4. |
I'll Wait
03:06
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You’re not gone
Yes you’re okay
Sipping tea in Coventry which is in the U.K
And we are here.
Which is, not so near
Hoping that the information has gone astray
All this technology and yet we wait and sit in this uncertainty
I really don’t like it
But I’ll wait forever ‘cause I strive
To keep you alive
In my mind
You are laughing
Telling me you’re packing me and taking me home
And your wit
Hits me in the pit of my stomach ‘till I cry our from pain
‘Cause you’re way of saying things
Is simply insane.
I’m not the kind who is always out of touch
But please forgive me if I only say this much
Leave a message while I take a drive
To keep you alive
Yes I could be wrong and I could simply be ignoring my family
But I’d rather just wait a while and prevent any agony
You’re not gone
You’re okay
Sipping tea in melancholy, rainy U.K
And you are fine!
And you are happy
Actually, wherever you are you are happy and swell if I just heard your voice I would know and could tell…
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5. |
We Are
04:24
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I'm down, on all fours
Bleeding from all the digging
I've been clawing through, metaphors
To cloak how I've been feeling
Well, what is there really left to say?
What else could we talk about anyway?
I've spent my whole time looking down
Making sure I don't stand in things
If I'd looked up I would have found
What was coming my way
You could say there was something more
Some semblance worth fighting for
I'd like to say, we can keep this going
But let's just say, what we have been knowing
For quite sometime now.
Yes, this has been fun. But we are
We are…
How has your day been?
I'm sure it's been boring
I'm taking a guess because
Every morning
You start with a smile. And then
Send me a text that contains your perplexed remark
I could try much harder to reply
But instead, I put it back on you and ask why.
We spend each of our days
In funny picture silence
The last words were erased
In ignorant defiance
Hashtagged as "fear"
Asking yourself "what am I doing here?”
I'd like to say, we can keep this going
But let's just say, what we have been knowing
For quite sometime now.
Yes, this has been fun. But we are
We are…
I'm down, on all fours
Bleeding from all the digging
I've been clawing through, metaphors
To cloak how I've been feeling
Well, what is there really left to say?
What else could we talk about anyway?
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6. |
Masquerade
03:16
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I do not want to go back to my school
Breathe jealousy and where king plays the fool
Mum says I must
Why all the fuss?
All this academic crazy circus
I wish I could be best friends with my ex
Not to save face
Or for the sex
Dad says I can’t
And so I shant
Tip-Toe around all the manners we plant
I want to live in a giant balloon
Safe from those who eat my brain with a spoon
Why can they see
How it hurts me
Mostly when they use the wrong cutlery
Sunrise to sunset I’m constantly blue
How do us humans know not what we do?
Like some parasite
We sit and hold tight
Hoping that no one will block our limelight
And I wish my words weren’t so easy to get
Some air of mystery I’d not regret
My brain cannot
It tries, then gets hot
It overloads so this is all I’ve got.
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7. |
Optophobia
05:14
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This big ball of icy white light
It sits in my soul
It shimmers and shatters at night
So I swallow it whole
Now with this static, I ache
But I cannot make a sound
For in the darkness you'll find me
And I don't want to be found
I twitch and I twirl and I soar
Got my head in the clouds
People say that I've done this before
Gotta drown out their doubts
The protests they burst at the seams
But I cannot make a sound
For in the darkness you'll find me
And I don't want to be found
This cosmic joke in my bones
Is seen differently
For the talent, it holds onto loans
Calls in debts when I'm free
I want to breath out and just scream
But I cannot make a sound
For in the darkness you'll find me
And I don't want to be found
As it starts to tumble
It falls in a jumble
It can laugh, it can jest, it can joke.
As the fire dies it turns into smoke.
Stop running now
Running out
Stop
Running now
Running out
This big ball of icy white light
It sits in my soul
It shimmers and shatters at night
So I swallow it whole
Now with this static, I ache
But I cannot make a sound
For in the darkness you'll find me
And I don't want to be ...
Found
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8. |
How Do You Feel
04:51
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No I can’t stay, not today
Not time for play, no way
No time for drinking, or thinking or sinking in how we might feel
No one to utter, those five little words that can change everything when you say
How do you feel today?
How do you feel today?
I’m sorry I’m teary
It’s been a long day, and I’m weary
So when you smile and say you’re under the weather, please try to act better ‘cause you know
I see through your lie, and inside I die, I know you want to cry when I say
How do you feel today?
How do you feel today?
How do you feel today?
How do you feel today?
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9. |
Another Day
01:59
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I’m just a little bit stressed today
And I don’t know why
I guess I’ve always been a little insane
Worrying about things that I
Can’t control -
Don’t have access to
No security card that says I’m privy to
Take control of this part
And I’d like to
Take a hold of the reins
But I’m banished to
Storing all of this pain
Away
For another day this pain - away
There are people in Africa who have it hard
Don’t have the time to write a song about it
They just start, the morning with what they’ve got – it’s daunting to know that that’s their lot
So get out of bed and eat your gluten-free bread
And lock up those worries deep inside of your head
'Cause heaven forbid you say all that they have said
Your friends say “Calm down and don’t babble”
They don’t know you’ve had this battle
Every single waking hour
You’ve fought hard, you have no power left inside your giant mind
You cry sometimes just to unwind
Enough so that you have some space
So you can fill it with the stress you make
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10. |
Wedding Toast
03:39
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So I heard that you were hoping
That I would write you a touching song
For this auspicious day
Boy you couldn't be more wrong
Haven't you ever noticed
That my words are written from the heart
And the fact that you are leaving - well technically left -
Is simply tearing me apart
So don't look at me with wide and puzzled eyes
I made it pretty frickin' clear when you left the first time
And now you're back and hoping that these things will work out well
Hardly see you
Hardly speak
Well, isn't that just swell...
So here's a song
I whipped up quick
On just how much
You make me sick
Yes here's your song
About who loves you the most
Let's raise a glass
For this wedding toast
So since I've begun writing
We've been together a little more
Just one of those reminders
Of how it was before
And sure you say you're happy
Because you've come back with 'the One'
Just hand me the full dozen
Because I'm bound to step on "one".
And sure you're bound to see
With those blue and honest eyes
What you really want to see
So why bother make you wise
And I'm sure once you have heard this
There will be no doubt
You will muse to yourself,
"I wonder who that is about"
So here's the song
At your request
Honest and True
One of my best
Yes here's your song
To your new life
And unlike me
Don't forget your wife
And sure this response is strange
I didn't see it coming too
Took a while to analyse
Just how mad I really am with you
So here's my song
Made just for you
On what you've done
And continue to do
Yes here's my song
Poured from my soul
With not much left
To fill the hole
I said here's my song
I hope it lifts the room
Just a little memento for the
Bride and Groom
Yes here's my song
I can't wait to show
Perhaps not as a toast
But for radio!
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11. |
Lost Socks
03:17
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Where have I put my CD box?
I think I've lost it in my house
I'm wondering if it's with my socks
That I have lost somewhere else
Oh where did it go?
I'll never know
If I will find them
Especially if I keep writing songs
About them
Where have all of my manners gone?
I think I've lost them in my mouth
And to admit when I am wrong
I'm not that strong
It won't come out.
Oh where did it go?
I'll never know
If I will find them
Especially if those who are polite
Say they don't mind them
Oh - and all of these problems that just
Seem to come my way
I wish that somebody would help come look
Where are all these other people
Who have lots to say?
Maybe I'll just share my thoughts on Facebook
Where have my grandparents all gone?
Like stars, they've shone and then winked out
I wish I was much further along
To show strong
I can't live without
Oh where did they go?
I'll never know
If I will find them
And future children of mine will not know
What inspired them
Where has my sensible dial gone
It weighed a tonne - I took it out
Although I've tried to use it anon
It sat upon my heart and caused doubt
Oh where did it go?
I'll never know
And there is no trace
Maybe I just never used it right
In the first place
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12. |
Again
04:00
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“Play me again,” says the music box to the child
“Please turn the key so I go round and round and round, round and around...”
“Please say you will and you will laugh and love and sing.
Just turn the key, and you will hear the song of this small carousel- Please say you will.”
For the music it plays
Holds many memories of old days
“Full of kindness and laughter and freedom,” it says
“Hold me again,” says the China doll to the child
“Please pick me up so you can swing me up and down, round and around-
Hold me again.”
“Please say you will, and you will laugh and love and sing-
Just take me out and we can go for tea and cakes whilst in the park – Please say you will.”
“For behind these glass eyes are
Memories of hide and seek and of I spy's
Full of kindness and laughter and freedom forevermore.”
“Pull me again,” says the red wagon to the child
“Please take my handle and pull me around and around and around. Pull me again.”
But the children aren’t there
They’re playing with new toys elsewhere
So the music box dreams of the day when he’ll play once more
So the toys gather round
To share all the memories they’ve found
They laugh and they love and they sing till the see the sunrise!
“Please come again,” says the museum to us all
“To reminisce when our happiness could be found in something small”
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13. |
Who Would Have Thought
04:10
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You were tired of all this pretending ‘We’ll meet again’ kisses
But fate dragged your feet
Right to me
You played the fool
To hide you were shy
And we talked the whole night
Then I left for home
Who would have thought that we’d end up together?
Who would have thought that we were meant to be?
Who would have thought that we would have come this far?
Not you and definitely not me
Though the nights rolled by I knew I’d see you again baby someday
You were in my heart
Right from the start
You’d send me letters
Almost every day
So even though I was far away
You felt so close
Who would have thought that we’d end up together?
Who would have thought that we were meant to be?
Who would have thought that we would have come this far?
Not you and definitely not me
You are my future
You are my past
I am so glad that we have made this last
You have brought me to my new home, loved me and made me a family
Don’t know what I’d do
Without you
You have made my life so much more
And it’s because it’s with ones I adore
Who would have thought that we’d end up together?
Who would have thought that we were meant to be?
Who would have thought that we would have come this far?
Not you and definitely not me
Who would have thought that we’d end up together?
Who would have thought that we were meant to be?
Who would have thought that we would have come this far?
Not you and definitely not me
Not you and definitely not me
Not you and definitely not me
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14. |
What If
03:15
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What if we don't work this out?
What if they don't hire me?
Would I spend my time stressing about how
Others get life too easy?
It's hard to know
Where our lives can really go
But one thing someone said to me is
That these words won't set me free -
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
What if I had not turned left?
What if I had got that grade?
Would I be where I am now or
Somewhere where I get well paid
To stand around
Feeling like I've not been found
Like I am missing something great
You've gotta stop that brain debate -
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
Filling our minds
With this fear and doubt
This is not what we should be
Worried about
What if I had spoken up?
What if I had saved - not spent?
Would our roles be quite the same or
Would this all be different?
The smallest change
Could create a world so strange
But my life would be such a bore
If I thought forevermore -
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
You can choose to stand and stare and
Say that you don't really care while
Others move on
That's the choice that you have made your lemons for your lemonade but then
You must stay strong
And keep rolling along
Yesterday is in the past
Think about it -
Make it last
Remember what you've said and done
Learn from it but still have fun
'Cause it's hard to know
Where our lives can really go
Sit or tip over that cliff
Just don't keep your mind scared stiff with
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
"What If, what if, what if, what if, what if..."
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15. |
I'm So Glad
03:42
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My friend, he says to me
“When will, you finish your CD?”
My friend, he’s mighty fine
I’m so glad he’s a friend of mine
This man, he’s a generous guy
Giving to others is how he spends his life
This man is a mystery
I cannot repay his generosity
He’s the kind you can unwind to but
Never you mind if it’s the other way around
I just hope, that when he’s alone that the
World he’s treated with such kindness will be there to
Carry him home
This guy, he gets around
He knows many in this little town
This man can be misguided at times
You say jump – see how he climbs!
Please come down
From your tower
That you’ve made from
Sugar, water and flour
This man…
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MIss MOnck Adelaide, Australia
Years passed and MIss MOnck didn't learn a damn thing. She worked on an album that should have taken one year but instead
took seven, and then created another one a year later somehow.
Her first EP was "Yet to be Discovered" her second album is "Still Waiting" and her third album is "Stuff It"... Or "Get Stuffed" I guess it depends on who's reading it.
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