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Still Waiting

by MIss MOnck

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1.
I think I’m gonna live inside my closet ‘Cause I don’t feel like ever coming out I do not like how people think we’re all the same ‘Cause being’ different is what I’m all about I think I’m gonna live inside my closet ‘Cause I don’t feel like ever coming out There is no point of living in here or out with them ‘Cause it doesn’t matter whether I speak or shout I am so tired of living in what these people call life How can we be ourselves if who we are is not what they like?! I think I’m gonna move away to Scotland Purely in the hopes of seeing hot men in kilts Wonder if I can walk around with a leaf blower So when I see these Scotsmen I will really get thrills People’s minds are so complex - how can people say we show all our spots - Like I’m gonna spill the beans when we first meet - you must be nuts! I think I’m gonna try to think of one thing each day That is good about my life so each day won’t feel bland And I think that I might call everyone I respect miss and mister So then just maybe we’ll all know where we stand Not even god will save me Falling fast with no place to land Working through this world day by day Would be easier if someone just gave me a hand! I hope it’s out of my head now Been sung into your head somehow Now all I have left to worry about is moving my closet to Scotland
2.
Excuse me sir is it me or does it appear like I am walking under a cloud? It just seems to me that there’s this little tint of grey to all that I see and say I want to wind down the window of my life and see all the colours that I’m missing Excuse me miss, do you feel free? Or do you have this feeling there’s somewhere else that you’d rather be? Do you feel that you’re stressing yourself? To please all of those who have had such a positive effect on you? I think we will grow and become more miserable than you could ever know! And you want to curse the skies above For ever thinking you could believe in love I hope we will see, before it’s too late to miss that perfect opportunity We will learn from our mistakes And stop acting like a bunch of fakes I’m afraid of the shadows The plain field is too bright When will I get the feeling that everything will be just right? That’s clearly not going to happen over night. We might as well have been born without sight.
3.
Stay Here 04:13
Dreamily I look into the bright blue sky Green grass swaying softly in the breeze Puffs of cotton candy float across my eyes As I hear the whispers of the trees Someone is calling me From my dream sphere But why leave my dreams When I can stay here Flowers in the meadow spread a soft perfume Somewhere in the distance is a song As the night comes over, flowers start to bloom I decide that I will sing along Real life is calling me But why face my fear And why leave my dreams When I can stay here Jellyfish are glowing right beneath the foam Glow gems are embedded in the earth I can taste a sweetness in the air as I roam Just to let you know for what it’s worth Someone is trying to Wake me it’s clear But why leave my dreams When I can stay here The sand is soft and silky in between my toes The waves are rolling gently on the ground This place makes me happy and I’m sure it shows ‘Cause nine times out of ten, here I’ll be found Real life is telling me To make this place disappear But why leave my dreams When I can stay here Just like a home, to me This place is dear So why leave my dreams When I can stay here?
4.
Bad Dreams 03:08
It’s seven o-clock in the morning, as my feet hit the floor, My brain tells me to keep on walking, as I head for the door. I’ll drink a glass of water, as my throats a little sore, ‘Cause though I would never admit it, I think I might snore. In a minute I’ll be playing live and, I’m tying up my shoes, My bassist is tuning next to me, before riffin’ out the blues. I’ll put my hat and I’ll waltz on, to a rhythm that I chose, Shame I forgot to put clothes on, now it’s all on the news. Chorus These are bad dreams I’m in, ‘Cause I know the feelin’, And it’s clear to see that things aren’t what they seem. These are bad dreams, I’m sure Because I’ve had ‘em before, And it’s obvious that I won’t sleep no more. I’m flying so high in the sky, and my ears start to pound. It’s from all the air rushing by me, as it blocks out all sound. I have no flying equipment, and no magic I’ve found, My stomach jolts in my body, as I fall to the ground. I’m running for my life now, and I’m feelin’ very scared, A manic dog is behind me with all sharp teeth bared. Frankly if I turned around now, I would be unprepared, So I will continue to run so, my life might be spared. I’m sure I’m not the only one, Who’s never had much fun, with dreams that never went their way. And I’m sure the day will come, When we’ll listen to our mum, when she turns around to say These are bad dreams you’re havin’, ‘Cause I can see you reelin’, And it’s obvious it’s something that you’ve ate. These are bad dreams, I’m sure Because you’ve had ‘em before, And I hope you’ve learned, to never eat cheese after four. But I’ve heard it all before –Baaah, dah, bah dum bah, duh-duh. I think I’ll have to risk it, yes I’ll have to risk it once more.
5.
Do you believe what you can see? I know I’m a maverick of my own stupidity But this is me And I know without out a certain sense of clarity This is what I’ll be ‘Cause it’s against you I will place the bet I don’t know myself well enough yet I know how much you’d like to see from the other side Well open wide to see your soul I was only a note then but now I’m a melody And you can’t hear that clearly I’m not the type Who gives the underlying tine I do not like To be figured out so soon I can’t believe You can’t conceive The idea that there’s something more You can’t perceive and I cannot grieve That I am gladly going to close this door Because I have been here before When I was standing so tall And the pain is raw Please don’t break down my wall ‘Cause in the end this is about Me with my heart hanging out.
6.
Light 03:31
Isn’t it funny how you say to me My hands are always cold And yet I can never see Us together old And it don’t make sense ‘Cause we are meant to be No laughs at your expense But we might live life separately And I don’t mean to be morbid It’s just how the hamster can run - I’m not saying you aren’t fun! And if we break up it’s nothing I did I don’t like to start a fight I guess you’re right I’ll try to keep my thoughts … light As we walk down to the river To see the sunset glow I will hold you so you don’t shiver But where my mind is – you don’t know! And I don’t pretend My thoughts are where they should be And I won’t defend When you turn to attack me To think of what our kids might look like Scares me half to death - Not saying your looks don’t take away my breath! And if you want, we’ll go see a psych I’ll speak the truth – well I might I guess you’re right I need to keep my thoughts light Looking forward to see nothing Frightens me much more - But it’s you I adore! And I’d rather there be something So, I’ll try not to use my foresight And think things bright Take a leap and do what’s right
7.
Pick up my feet, singin’ the same old tune Cannot believe that I will see you soon And baby-oh-baby when I see your face All of my doubts will go without a trace You light me up in a way That makes the darkest shades of grey Brighten up You brighten up my day Feeling so good, playing with silhouettes Better than finding change at the laundrettes You can’t compare the material things To those feelings, that tug at your heart strings I think I might have to say You make the sadder things that weigh Lighten up You lighten up my day When I’m feeling low – they give me wings Nothing of cost – just what life brings They bring me joy, these little things They brighten up my day They light up the way Having something that makes you stand out, Finding someone you give a damn about Smelling something that you can’t quite track But fills you with memories a long way back And when I need to clear my blues I simply need to hear good news, to Lighten up Lighten up my day Walking along, finding shells on the sand Things that I organised go just as planned Though all of these things aren’t considered worthwhile It’s the little things that make me smile And when I’m outa sorts and stressed These things will do their very best, to Brighten up Brighten up my day
8.
Wondering 04:58
I have a pumpkin soup coloured shirt My clean washing has fallen in the dirt Left my lunch and keys inside again Good thing that my neighbour is also my friend But I’m wondering If it was worth gettin’ out of bed ‘Cause I’d rather be Nice and warm, safe at home instead The car won’t start and I’ve just missed the bus I’d try the bike but that thing - I don’t trust Even though my day has barely begun I am pretty much thinkin’ that I am done And I’m wondering If it was worth gettin’ out of bed ‘Cause I’d rather be Nice and warm, safe at home instead Run ‘round the corner and barely make the train When I get out it begins to rain Watch as my coat slowly drives away Typical that I chose to wear white today And I’m wondering If it was worth gettin’ out of bed ‘Cause I’d rather be Clean and dry, in my home instead I just make it – two minutes to spare Open the door and notice no ones there I ask the cleaner if it’s what I fear He smiles and confirms that no one works weekends here And I so now I know If it was worth gettin’ out of bed And I could have been Clean and dry, in my home instead And though each day is glorious and new What are unlucky people supposed to do? I think that maybe when all is said and done We can only hope that tomorrow is more fun I make it home and you have made me lunch You’ve charged my mobile and I say, ‘thanks a bunch’ So my morning was bad, yes it’s true But it would be much worse if I did not have you At least now I know On weekends I can stay in bed And it serves me right It was the day that I had misread
9.
My Adelaide 03:31
Have a song I want you to hear ‘Bout a place that I hold dear One of which you all have I’m sure It’s a place you don’t hear much about Ben Folds had a song but I doubt He knew much about here at all He forgot to mention the Beach House Which he should Except I am afraid it’s not that good But he could have bothered Magic Mountain was a better place Of better class Despite its crummy looks it kicked some ass *Sigh* I guess I’ll have to fill you in Jetty Road, is where the tram stops By the beach there are lots of shops It’s the place I drink coffee most. Three streets down is the Broadway It is quiet, except the café When it’s hot they work through the night But while the sun is setting we all watch We might as well Because it’s not long and they are swell It gets dark around seven out here From the balcony of the Hotel Grand Or if you’re broke Sunsets are as good on the sand Or even looking from the Pier City holds Rundle Mall Known full well for its metal balls And nearby, King William Road The 263 can take you anywhere All great spots, but not Belair Though it stops at China Town At the Central Markets It is cheap, the food is great The Fringe is cause to celebrate Full of humour and the weird The Festival Theatre is a wondrous place A different beat But ‘round the bend is Hindley Street Great, but not safe after dark Our Uni and the Library Are full of our history And can be found near the Con ‘Cause down here we don’t get much snow Thebarton is where we’ll go It’s quite busy at forty degrees It’s the place that you can bet I will be and won’t forget From all the memories that I’ve made It’s the place I’ve had most fun Though I’m not one for the sun My love will never fade For Adelaide
10.
My hands are shaking My insides are breaking In this place of calm I will Seethe. ‘Cause it’s getting stronger And Closer And Harder to Breath Trapped. In the sense of what is real Of what I’m supposed to feel But how can I be free, when it’s up to me? Trapped. In the sense of what is right But however will I fight? My hands behind my back, Just waitin’ till I crack My ground is quaking An d my mask is flaking The calm that I seek Disappeared! But I cannot show this, Besides, who would notice? This is just what I feared I am in the unknown So afraid and inconsequential Sing softly now. It is when I’m alone I can feel almost elemental Floating somehow But here in the darkness I know there’s something more It reassures me that Life is worth living for.
11.
I hope these pretty little thoughts stay in your pretty little head But I have some things I want to say that need to be said Imagination draws us from our windowsill Encourages our daydreams to bend to our will It’s something you can fight Even though it isn’t real I think you need to grow up now before you learn to feel I hope these pretty little words stick in your pretty little head I’d like to think it wasn’t me that shot all your dreams dead Please, oh please Where are you now? I hope these pretty little words stick in your pretty little head I like to think it wasn’t me who shot all your dreams dead Please, oh please Where are you now?

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This was a LONG process. Initially I had this album ready to go years ago before I discovered some white noise in a lot of the original stems. I'm glad that I've finally managed to release this album but boy am I ready to ramp it up from here.

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released May 26, 2019

Thank you to Steven Morabito, Dan McPharlin, Claire Robinson, Keenan Nunes-Vaz, Malcom Hay, Natalie Texler, Thom Monck, Disk Edits and my family for your support and help along this perilous journey.

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MIss MOnck Adelaide, Australia

Years passed and MIss MOnck didn't learn a damn thing. She worked on an album that should have taken one year but instead took seven, and then created another one a year later somehow.

Her first EP was "Yet to be Discovered" her second album is "Still Waiting" and her third album is "Stuff It"... Or "Get Stuffed" I guess it depends on who's reading it.
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